Sekrit Base
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1. Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it? Indeed I do. I think the only reason we aren’t dating is because of really vast distance.
2. Would you date an 18-year-old at the age you are now? I’d rather not because I’m fucking 24 years old and don’t want to seem like a creep, but the temptation is there all the same.
3. When’s the last time you were aggravated and happy at the same time? Anytime someone makes an awful pun.
4. Would you ever smile at a stranger? I’d like to? Generally I have to be joking with them first.
5. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are? Nope, because I’m not really dating anyone.
6. Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today? Yup. Listening to Brand New makes me think of her a bunch. Not because she liked it, but because the feels in those songs always seem to parallel my malaise without her.
7. What exactly are you wearing right now? An ugly but favorite t-shirt, jeans, underwear, socks, hair ties on my wrists
8. How often do you listen to music? Pretty frequently but not constantly
9. Do you wear jeans or sweats more? Jeans. I only own like one pair of sweat pants
10. Do you think your life will change dramatically before 2015? One would hope I would graduate before 2015 but we’ll see what happens
11. Are you a social or an antisocial person? I’m dying to be social, but I have a hard time making connections a lot of the time.
12. Have you ever kissed someone whose name begins with the letter ‘A’? Yes.
13. What about ‘R’? I don’t think so.
14. Can you drive a stick shift? Yep. My dad taught me as soon as I started learning how to drive.
15. Do you care if people talk badly about you? I try to be a good person, so I’d be upset if I was viewed poorly. But if assholes are angry at me because I don’t put up with them, then IDGAF.
16. Are you going out of town soon? Nope. I kind of like being parked in Rolla. I’m comfortable with it.
17. When was the last time you cried? I was really close on Sunday, 4 days ago.
18. Have you ever told someone you loved them? Yep. 
19. If you could change your eye color, would you? I would make the green more intense.
20. Is there a [girl] who you would do absolutely everything for? There was. 
21. Name something you dislike about the day you’re having. I really need to shower, but have no motivation. Also I have less than zero money.
22. Is it cute when [girls] kiss you on your forehead? Sure. I like being the little spoon, so to speak.
23. Are you dating the last person you talked to? Seeing as I’m not dating anyone, no.
24. What are you sitting on right now? My bed.
25. Does anyone regularly (other than family) tell you they love you? Nope.
26. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have? See the chronicle, “Every Day of My Fucking Life”
27. Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night? Timbo or Jim Brock, before I passed out on Timbo’s couch.
28. Do you get a lot of colds? Nope.
29. Where is the shirt you are wearing from? The brand is Puma, and I got it as a hand-me-down from one of my uncles.
30. Does anyone hate you? I hope not. If they hate, it’s only because I actively and vocally hated them first.
31. Do you have any empty alcohol bottles hidden somewhere in your room? Nope.
32. Do you like watching scary movies? Also nope.
33. Do you want your tongue pierced? Still nope.
34. If you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be? Despite everything positive that’s happened, I would still choose the years starting just before the end of November of 2012.
35. Did you have a dream last night? Yep. I can’t recall it now.
36. When was the last time you told someone you loved them? Coupla days ago. She was going through a rough patch and we were comforting each other.
37. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years? At this rate, hell no.
38. Do you think someone has feelings for you? I’m sure there are a few. Some I can’t say I reciprocate.
39. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now? Maybe a few?
40. Did you have a good day yesterday? I had a pretty good evening.
41. Think back 2 months ago; were you in a relationship? Noooooope.
42. In the next 48 hours, will you hang out with a girl? Unlikely
43. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you? Yep. Then they left me.
44. What’s the best part about school? Meeting and talking to people
45. Do you have any pictures on your Facebook? Yep.
46. Do you ever pass notes to your friends in school? If they’re sitting next to me, we sometimes have notebook conversations.
47. Do you replay things that have happened in your head? See the epic saga, “All the Fucking Time.”
48. Were you single over the last summer? Yes, despite my best efforts.
49. Is your life anything like it was two years ago? Not really. Still in school, but my attitude was significantly different then.
50. What are you supposed to be doing right now? Showering, homework, feeding my snake.
51. Do you hate the last [girl] you had a conversation with? Nope. 
52. Are you nice to everyone? I try to be, except for glaring shitheads.
53. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to? Nah. I follow a pattern.
54. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat? I can and would, but I’d rather have an open relationship because I’ve got the crush on EVERY GIRL.
55. Are you good at hiding your feelings? I hide hem by forcing myself to be numb. And I’m damn good at that.
56. Do you think you like someone? Oh I like EVERYONE
57. Have you kissed someone whose name starts with a ‘J’? Yes.
58. Do you prefer to be friends with girls or boys? I think I prefer girls.
59. Has anyone of your friends ever seen you cry? Yep.
60. Do you hate anyone? Yes, for good reasons.
61. How’s your heart? Hungry.
62. Is there something that happened in your past that you hate talking about? Yep. Yepyepyep.
63. Have you ever cried over a [girl]? Indeed
64. Who is probably talking a load of crap about you right now? My lab partner that I flaked on.
65. Are your toenails painted pink? Nope.
66. Will your next kiss be a mistake? Kind of. I probably should be more honest with how I see the arrangement.
67. Girls love it when boyfriends cry; correct? I have no idea. As for the corollary, no, I don’t like seeing people sad.
68. Have your pants ever fallen down in public? I think here was this one time camping when someone caught me with my pants down.
69. Who was the last person you were on the phone with? A voicemail from my grandpa. I don’ like talking on the phone.
70. How do you look right now? Like crap. My hair is nasty.
71. Do you have someone you can be your complete self around? Not really. There are always things too close o the chest.
72. Can you commit to one person? I have before, but I’d rather not.
73. Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? A couple, but they’re always far away/
74. Have you ever felt replaced? Oh hell yes.
75. Did you wake up cranky? I woke up on someone else’s couch. Felt awkward more than anything.
76. Are you a jealous person? I really try not to be. I don’t care if there are other people in your life, I just want to be in it too.
77. Are relationships ever worth it? They are, which is why I’m thirsting for one so bad.
78. Anyone you’re giving up on? Yeah. Some people don’t end up falling into the relationship ideal I dream up for us. But that’s always my fault for building huge castles out of sand.
79. Currently wanting to see anyone? A few people.
80. Name something you have to do tomorrow? Go to work, go to concert, go to dinner with parents.
81. Last person you cried in front of? Brittney.
82. Is there someone you will never forget? Yep. Not for lack of trying.
83. Do you think the person you have feelings for is protective of you? A tiny bit. She doesn’t want me to stoop lower than my potential w/r/t partners.
84. If the person you wish to be with were with you, what would you be doing right now? Hugging them and never letting them go again.
85. Are you over your past? Nope, not for lack of trying.
86. Have you ever liked one of your best friends of the opposite sex? Uh huh. Yep. All the time.
87. Is there anyone you can tell EVERYTHING to? Not really. I tell parts of EVERYTHING to a lot of people.
88. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept? Oh hell yes.
89. So, the last person you kissed just happens to arrive at your door at 3AM; do you let them in? Yeah, but then I’d wonder why he was here. 
90. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated? Yeah.
91. Will you be in a relationship in 2 months? Not fucking likely.
92. Is there anyone you know with the name Michael? Yeah, mainly my brother.
93. Have you ever kissed a Matthew? Nope.
94. Were you in a relationship in January? How was it going? Nope. It wasn’t going.
95. Were you happy with the person you liked in March? I suppose?
96. Don’t tell me lies, is the last person you texted attractive? Not as attractive as I’d like. God, I’m a shitty person.
97. Who do you have texts from? Facebook, lady friends, jam friends, co workers
98. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say? Fuck yeah, go for it.
99. Have you ever kissed someone older than you? Yep.
100. Who’s in your profile picture with you? Just blurred people in te background.
101. Ever kissed under fireworks? Nope.
102. Has anybody ever given you butterflies? Yep
Brand New - Millstone (Alternative Version)
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8, 18, 23, 39, 43,

8: When did you start watching Supernatural? Uhhhhhm, sometime last semester? Had to be, as I had to watch the first couple of episodes of season 9 on the CW site.

18: Do you have a favorite Dick (Roman) joke? If so, what is it? None that I particularly recall. I just remember really liking the pure but charismatic villainy of Dick Roman.

23: Who’s your favorite demon? Megmegmegmegmeg

39: Which actor would you most like to meet in real life? Uhhh, Mark Sheppard? Or maybe Felicia Day because her politics seem to align with mine the most

43: Have you ever made a Supernatural reference out loud and received strange looks from some of the people surrounding you? Nah. The references I make out loud are mostly doofus comedies and music lyrics.

Supernatural Asks
1: What is your Supernatural OTP?
2: What's your opinion on John Winchester?
3: Which season finale was your favorite/least favorite?
4: Which is your favorite episode?
5: Which episode makes you cry the most?
6: Which episode is the funniest to you?
7: What's your opinion on Megstiel?
8: When did you start watching Supernatural?
9: Which episode title do you think is the funniest?
10: What's your opinion on Garth?
11: If you could bring back any character, would you? If so, whom?
12: Who is your favorite angel?
13: Who's your favorite archangel?
14: What's your opinion on Wincest?
15: What's your opinion on Lisa? (and Ben, if you want)
16: When did you start blogging about Supernatural?
17: Do you think that Chuck is God?
18: Do you have a favorite Dick (Roman) joke? If so, what is it?
19: Which is your favorite episode?
20: Who do you ship Sam with?
21: What's your opinion on Destiel?
22: Did you like the first or second Ruby better?
23: Who's your favorite demon?
24: Do you read smutty fanfiction?
25: Do you think Destiel will become canon in season 9? (Regardless of whether you want it to or not)
26: Have you ever had a dream about Supernatural/the characters/the actors? If so, can you describe what you remember?
27: Which episode is the scariest to you? (Horror-movie type scary)
28: What's your opinion on Sabriel?
29: Do you think End!verse will happen? If so, are you looking forward to it?
30: Do you have any friends off of the Internet that watch Supernatural?
31: Do any of your family members watch Supernatural?
32: What's an unpopular opinion or headcanon you have?
33: Do you like AU fanfics?
34: Have you ever written/started writing a fanfic?
35: What's your opinion on Samifer?
36: If you have an OTP, at what point did you start shipping it?
37: Do you think Sam should have completed the demon trials?
38: Which director/writer is or was your favorite/least favorite?
39: Which actor would you most like to meet in real life?
40: If you could be any character on the show, would you want to? If so, whom? If not, why?
41: Do you prefer cake or pie?
42: What is your opinion on Sastiel?
43: Have you ever made a Supernatural reference out loud and received strange looks from some of the people surrounding you?
44: Have you ever cried over a non-OTP ship from the show?
45: What is your favorite moment from any of the gag reels?
46: Superwholock?
47: What is/was your favorite Sam hair length?
48: What's an unpopular ship you have?
49: What's your opinion on Wincestiel?
50: Can you dig Elvis?
51: Do you listen to Carry On Wayward Son even when you're not just watching a finale?
52: What's your opinion on Zachariah?
53: Do you think Adam will ever get out of the cage? (not as Michael)
54: Do you think Sam should have completed the trials?
55: How long would you survive as a hunter?
56: What's your opinion on Calthazar?
57: Do you have a Netflix account? If so, what's your username and password? Wait a second, just the first part.
58: Have you ever participated in GISHWHES?
59: What movies/shows have you watched because of (or by coincidence) Jared, Jensen, or Misha?
60: If you could change just one thing about the series, what would it be?
61: If you were at a Con, what would be a question you would ask?(can be any of the actors)
62: Why did you start watching Supernatural?
63: What's your opinion on Sam/Crowley?
64: What's your biggest fear for season 9?
65: What's your favorite (or at least a memorable) pop culture reference that has been made on the show?
66: Just a random confession you have regarding the show/Asker makes up their own question.


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